When asked today if I felt I was good enough, I answered that I was 20% perfect.
When asked where I saw the people I look up to, I answered that they 80% perfect.
I was then asked where I wanted to see myself. Of course, I wanted to be the same as everyone else. I wanted to be equal.
I want to be equal.
What would make me equal? Why am I not equal? Am I not worthy enough to be equal?
I was asked who told me I wasn’t good enough. I had to admit that no one had said that. It’s what I perceive people to think about me. It’s all in my head.
I was also asked what would help me feel like an equal. Straight away I wanted to say that I need the affirmation from others to prove to myself that I’m good enough.
However, I know that’s not the correct answer. The correct answer is that I should have more faith in my own abilities. The only way I can get from 20% perfect to 80% perfect is by changing my mindset and improve the way that I see myself.
So tomorrow I’m going to focus on believing that I’m 21% perfect, then the day after that 22%perfect… And so on. So eventually, I can get to the 80% perfect that I desire.
So why not 100% perfect?
Come on, even I know that’s not realistic! Lol!!!