Today, I was organised, confident, relaxed and thrived in my teaching role as a fitness tutor.
This was the old me!
The old me that loved my job!
The old me that knew I was good at my job!
The old me that didn’t have depression!
The old me that didn’t have anxiety issues!
I am on top of the world!
So the actual thing that has caused me a whole, wasted week of anxiety and depression, is the same thing that has made me feel like my old, normal self again!
What is that about?
How can one thing cause me so many different emotions?
If it causes me so much anxiety, is it worth doing? Should I stop?
However, if it gives me a glimpse of my old self back, why would I stop?
Now I just need to learn not to get so anxious over teaching and happy days! Lol!!
Easier said than done!!