However, when I mentioned it to my hubby, he said ‘Woaw! Slow down!!’
Let me explain:
Basically, I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression only about 2 months ago, and am currently off work at the moment from one of my part time jobs. I have only just started counselling to help me deal with my issues.
I’ve finally come to the conclusion that I need to reduce my stress load in order to help me deal with my anxiety, depression and chronic pain.
No one else can cure me except myself…
But I keep forgetting this!!!
Giving myself extra work and stress will not help me recover.
So, without any guilt, I have turned down the tutoring work. For now, I need to focus on me!
My hubby then said the well known saying to me ‘you have to walk before u run’.
To which I replied, ‘ I don’t want to crawl, I want to fly!’
But slow down I will. I need to be happy crawling before I start even thinking about walking, running or even flying again.
But I long to fly again!
But fly again, I will!!!